okay,, i give up,, i'll try to love u instead of hate you,,, :)

tak ada manusia yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali segala yang telah terjadi

kita pasti pernah dapatkan cobaan yang berat
seakan hidup ini tak ada artinya lagi

syukuri apa yang ada,,,
hidup adalah anugerah

tetap jalani hidup ini, melakukan yang terbaik,, :)

d'masiv - jangan menyerah

morniiinggg all,,,
setelah sehari yang gloomy kmarin,, akhirnya saya mampu melewati fase2nya Mr. Kubler Ross,, yah,, selesai sudah masa denial saya,, saya sudah masuk fase acceptance and im trying to be ready for next monday!! :D

setelah dipikir2,,,
ini adalah fase dalam hidup saya yang harus saya lalui,,
i've done a pretty good one before so why dont i just make another and another and,,,, another good one,, ^^

this morning, i got a messenger from anggit,, i said to her "God, i hate this" then she said " dont say that, the more you hate it, the more it'll hate you back"
hmm,, okay,, make sense,, kinda remind of "law of attraction"
and,,
yes,,
it make me think ,, "uh-oh,, what am i doing?"

then,,,
yaaa,, i think it wont be that bad,,
besides, i will enter to pediatric surgery first,,
one thing that make me feel excited coz i find "pediatric" words in front of it,, hahaha,,
a good early move i think,, *LOL*

maybe im suck in anatomy (this is also other reason why i dont have any interest in this dept),, maybe im not good in suturing things,,
but i'll learn,,
isnt that what we live for?
to learn things,,,

so,,,
yes,, i've made up my mind,, i'll try to love you instead of curse you,,
please dont let me down,,, ^^